My Definition of Ignorance

I define ignorance as something an intelligent person does even though he knows that he should not do it. My family - mother, father, brother, and sistres - have hurt me time after time. Even though this has happened, I still go back for more. I am not sure if I enjoy the emotional pain, If I am just ignorant, ro if the family love that I have for them is so deep that no matter how much they hurt me I still love them and still want to associate with them. It is painful as I write this.

One example of my ultimate display of ignorance is het fact that I am always afraid dof hurting their feelings. They say bad things to me to make me feel bad. I could bring up things they haave doone to me in the past to top of anything they could say to me; but I do not. I do not want to hurt their feelings. But, at times, I feel that my words would not hurt them because they do not like me anyway.

Opal aka THE X-RATED GRANDMA - Talking about Shit: